What follows is a completely self-indulgent post. I watch a videocast, www.youtube.com/user/lifechangesevrythin g, that follows 6 people through a year of their lives. A couple weeks ago, their prompt was "where did you think you'd be in 10 years and are you there?" So, here's my response.
Ten years ago, I was a senior at a women's college majoring in Chemistry. I was applying to grad school to get my Ph D in organic chem. My life plan was to be a chemistry professor in a college like my own. Somewhere small where there wasn't any pressure to publish, just to teach. I'd be married to my long time boyfriend, maybe a kid, definitely cats, etc. Well, I got in everywhere I applied and ended up choosing the school in the town where my boyfriend lived, not really because he was there but more because the campus and the school seemed so similiar to mine. I felt instantly comfortable there.
So two weeks after I graduated college, I was engaged and starting a summer job in a lab there. That fall was 9/11, and, like everyone else, I was pretty shaken up and reexamined everything. My mother was in NYC that day on a business trip. I didn't know where her meetings were so I had a terrifying hour or so until we heard from her. My fiance was teaching at his high school that day and I could see that he had the much harder day. He had to get those kids through the day knowing everything in their world had changed.
By the end of that fall, I had realized that to be a success at grad school, I would have to life and breathe it. It suddenly didn't seem that important anymore. I temped for a while, got a job in a drug company for about six months, got married, got laid off, started substitute teaching, and finally got hired to be a math teacher at my husband's school.
Now, I have an almost 6 year old little boy, cowritten 2 grants for my school, one of which was a federal grant which got us our magnet status, become a curriculum writer, and lead my group of Algebra 1 teachers. I often feel like I'm running a free therapy clinic out of my classroom. I also sponsor a kniting club and a quidditch club.
Am I where I thought I'd be? Heck no! Am I glad the way things turned out? Yep. I love my kids, I love teaching. Getting those kids to graduate? There's nothing more important or as rewarding. As a mom and a wife, that's my funtime. There's nothing better than watching the Peanut giggle. My husband and I have hit the shorthand stage of our relationship. And when we're apart for an overnight, we both miss each other like crazy. Do I have my day to day frustrations? Of course. Would I trade what I have know to be that college professor? No, I think I'm right where I'm supposed to be.
Ten years ago, I was a senior at a women's college majoring in Chemistry. I was applying to grad school to get my Ph D in organic chem. My life plan was to be a chemistry professor in a college like my own. Somewhere small where there wasn't any pressure to publish, just to teach. I'd be married to my long time boyfriend, maybe a kid, definitely cats, etc. Well, I got in everywhere I applied and ended up choosing the school in the town where my boyfriend lived, not really because he was there but more because the campus and the school seemed so similiar to mine. I felt instantly comfortable there.
So two weeks after I graduated college, I was engaged and starting a summer job in a lab there. That fall was 9/11, and, like everyone else, I was pretty shaken up and reexamined everything. My mother was in NYC that day on a business trip. I didn't know where her meetings were so I had a terrifying hour or so until we heard from her. My fiance was teaching at his high school that day and I could see that he had the much harder day. He had to get those kids through the day knowing everything in their world had changed.
By the end of that fall, I had realized that to be a success at grad school, I would have to life and breathe it. It suddenly didn't seem that important anymore. I temped for a while, got a job in a drug company for about six months, got married, got laid off, started substitute teaching, and finally got hired to be a math teacher at my husband's school.
Now, I have an almost 6 year old little boy, cowritten 2 grants for my school, one of which was a federal grant which got us our magnet status, become a curriculum writer, and lead my group of Algebra 1 teachers. I often feel like I'm running a free therapy clinic out of my classroom. I also sponsor a kniting club and a quidditch club.
Am I where I thought I'd be? Heck no! Am I glad the way things turned out? Yep. I love my kids, I love teaching. Getting those kids to graduate? There's nothing more important or as rewarding. As a mom and a wife, that's my funtime. There's nothing better than watching the Peanut giggle. My husband and I have hit the shorthand stage of our relationship. And when we're apart for an overnight, we both miss each other like crazy. Do I have my day to day frustrations? Of course. Would I trade what I have know to be that college professor? No, I think I'm right where I'm supposed to be.



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